Selena Gomez who turned 24 last Friday kicked off her Revival Tour at Jakarta’s Indonesia Convention Exhibition arena on Saturday, July 23, where she was seen shedding tears and wiping them away from her eyes as she introduced one of her songs “Kill Em With Kindness.” After the concert, she took to her Instagram page and wrote:
“Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music,” she wrote. “I’ve never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear something that hasn’t happened. I’m stagnant, I stay still and don’t just sit with myself first and ask ‘is this where I am, whole heartedly?’ I’ve always told the truth. I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. had to get that out.”
What could have triggered the spill of emotions is still not clear but before the song, she spewed these words:
“The next song, before I go home, is a song that’s so important to me,” she told fans. “Because I get really frustrated. I get stupid sometimes. I say things that I don’t mean, or that come out wrong just because I care so badly. But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won. I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what.”
https://www.instagram.com/p/BINZtRMgftz/?taken-by=selenagomez
Watch the video below.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cf7JlqLMebs