Nick Gordon has sent an email to Bobby Brown, begging to let him to attend Bobbi Kristina’s funeral.

Nick was banned from visiting Bobbi Kristina at the hospital due to speculation that he had something to do with her being found face down and unconscious in her bathtub after rumors emerged that he had been abusive towards her.

Bobbi Kristina’s funeral will be held on Saturday, but her family don’t want Nick to attend.

According to Gossip Cop, Gordon sent Bobby Brown an email pleading with the singer to let him attend the funeral.

“I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye,” read the email.

He also included Bobbi Kristina’s aunt Pat Houston on the email, writing, “I’m begging you both to please put your differences aside and allow me this chance.”

Gordon continued, “Krissi loved me very much and she would want me there.”